title: Hmm date: 2025-12-31 kind: diary —

Hello. It’s been about 2 and a half years since I made one of these. It’s good to look back and reflect on life really.

I started writing these initially on Substack. Although I do have a bunch of unfinished posts, as my signature style engenders.

I’m not sure what to say really. I do have a lot of new things going on vs when I was 17 in the heat of the pandemic dealing with all sorts of internal consternation and tumult. Things are materially much better now though in certain ways. Not absolutely.

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Well, I’m about to undertake my 2nd serious business venture. Actually I’d say 3rd. Aside from my current nascent AI/GRAPHICS service thing.

So I guess in regards to these little hobbies of mine I have made some material progress, although all this has been mostly within this year of 2025, and mostly within the second half of it as well.

I think I may have been in some sort of unpleasant melancholic basin; I do believe I am making good step sizes and almost see the light.

I think I see a way out. A way to win. Hopefully my sins don’t catch up to me before I can achieve actualization. As a true Catholic, I still can’t escape guilt driven morality.

Happy new year to myself. Let’s see what can be done, amen.